Okay, It’s another lonely or rather, lonelier day for me today. T.T

I needed someone so badly to talk to right now however there are “reasonable” factors that hindered me from doing so because 1)our telephone got disconnected so I don’t have the chance to to talk to my friends about my sentiments and besides, I don’t want them to know that I’m having problems because I don’t want them to worry on me. 2) my cellphone (which I also share with my dad) has only P9.00 of load so I don’t have the chance to make “kwento” to about my concerns to my friends Liz and Raven. 3) my bestie which is my dad was drunk so I can already predict that if I would have the chance to share with him my concerns, there’s a really big chance that I will just have a senseless conversation with him that would eventually bore me for sure and 4) My mom has work today and besides, I’m not close to her. She will just judge me right away and won’t bother to listen to my whole story that would later lead to misunderstandings and conflicts that I’m always trying to avoid at all costs. So the only ones who knows what I’m feeling right now is YOU, dear reader of my post here. Thank you for being able to find time to read my entry. At least I’m already aware that someone is listening to me despite the fact that all people around me don’t have to listen to my sentiments. Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.